Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Each One Teach One!!!!!!

“Teaching” is a dignified profession. My family has been into teaching from I don’t know how many generations. My grandfather was a head master in one of the reputed schools in Srinagar. So everyone in my family knows the nobleness of this profession. I don’t know if it still stands noble in the modern world. But for me it’s still noble, pure and selfless deed. I still remember most of my teachers in school n college; I feel so lucky to have had good mentors throughout my life.

As a kid, I used to teach my younger brother. He is the naughtiest kid I have ever seen till date. It was a trick to keep him glued to the books, as he had millions of excuses for not studying. I remember so many of his excuses for not sitting down with books…… “Hey, I’m thirsty, I have to use the washroom, I lost my pencil, I can’t find my book, I’m hungry, and….” my God he could go on and on with his excuses. He could do anything and everything to escape his ordeal with books. I loved studying so I hated his attitude towards studies. And with dad in Srinagar I had more than 10 reasons to help him or make him study, so I had to torment him. But at the same time, he loved studying when I was the one teaching. I used to read out to him. Make up stories so that he could remember. Cook up some experiments to show him how things work. Though we were poles apart, we always had interactive study sessions. I guess I’m good with kids only because I was dealing with a very naughty kid from childhood.

When I started working, I had seen a bunch of young kids working in small hotels/dabhas, shops, as workers everywhere. And I used to wonder what happened to the law, as far as I remember we had some law for no child labor. It actually rips my heart when I see small kids working. Making tea with their small hands, such small and tiny hands….. It’s such a pitiful sight. These hands should have had an opportunity to learn and grow. But alas! They have a hard way of learning. It certainly is a difficult way of learning, a battle for their survival, a race to feed the countless mouths at home………. It is sad, in fact very sad to see the world around, with all these disparities.

But the question is what can we do???? So many things to do I guess…monetary help, donations, fund NGO’s……but whenever I think about it, all I feel is whether it actually goes into the benefit to the needy people or does it just go into someone else’s pocket…. I don’t know the answer, but I don’t think there is a better answer to it. Consider our situation - we pay taxes ever year. Do our savings, file taxes, tax returns and what not, but do we get perfect roads… I think you already know the answer…..which is NO!!!

A year back, I started teaching some under-privileged kids during the weekends. It is surely a privilege to teach the under-privileged……. as it gives me an utmost satisfaction. It’s a feeling that I can’t describe, it’s just amazing. I don’t think there can be a bigger gift that you can give yourself.

I see a magnificent spark in their twinkling eyes. Strange eyes they have….. full of hope but at the same time you can also see some hopelessness. May be these little kids wonder, as to why they don’t have a life worth living. I teach 3 kids, one kid in K.G., one girl in class 5 and the eldest one in class 6. The variation is just awesome. You may not believe if I tell you that these kids are smarter for their age. And on top of that they are very good in grasping, understanding and very hardworking. It’s very exciting to teach such kids, who have a desire to learn. I love teaching them, its fun in some ways. I teach maths in hindi as some are in a marathi medium. I am actually learning a lot of hindi myself ;). Believe me it’s fun, luckily I can connect to these kids as I understand and can speak some marathi. But when I see the hardships they are going through it’s just too over-whelming.

I am not a philosopher, nor do I plan to revolutionize the world. I am just doing my bit…….….. so should you. Guys don’t wait for an opportunity to knock on your door…. Just go and find one. :)

Monday, August 9, 2010

Happy 1st Birthday – “Wild Berries” :)

“Wild berries” turns ONE. “Wild berries” is not just a blog for me; it has been a personal space for me where I could put in my thoughts out to the world. It is my immense pleasure to let you know that I have successfully completed one year here... I was a regular blogger and tried to keep you and I entertained. Blogging has been a great stress buster and a companion for almost a year now, a friend with whom I can share anything.

Writing was my passion since childhood... but I never got chance to share it with others. As a child, I loved writing diaries and put down my thoughts, views, perceptions, dreams, fears and what not. But all these thoughts remained in the yellow pages of my diaries. There was no difference of opinion; no clash of the titans, no one could challenge my thought process. But my dream of writing and getting my thoughts out to people came true with blogger – thank you blogger :)

There are many people behind the success of my blog. It took me a lot of motivation to actually join blogger. A close friend suggested one day... "Hey, why don’t you blog? It’s a nice platform to share your ideas." I was reluctant at first….but when I started blogging, there was no looking back. I felt great as blogging gave my freedom of speech back ….. I’m thankful to you sweetheart for motivating me enough to write.

“Wild Berries” won’t have been possible without the support of my friends, whom I bugged day and night to review and send me the feedback. I have bugged ‘amit’ way too much.... poor fellow did his PhD on my blogs :P other than his research work... :D

I guess, it’s a brilliant way to exploit my over active brain... :P Putting my thoughts in here, fears, confessions or anything or everything makes it more and more interesting as I write or even consider writing about them.

I feel by now, many people who read my blog actually know me so well. I write what I feel. I know my ideas are not customary.. I am rebellious since childhood. I have always had a voice of my own... against society... against prejudices or anything that doesn’t have logic (or as some call it ‘logicless’ :D).

I am an organization freak!!! As crazy as it sounds, it’s equally crazy to be one. If you happen to see the popular TV series ‘Friends’, I happen to be “Monica Gellar”. I love everything in place, be it books, documents, items and all. I love keeping things logically in order, even the right and left of things is important to me. I love to do things my way, but at the same time I’m not rigid.

I’m a “free- bird” who hates enclosures. I hate being restricted or being stuffed in a cage. I want to see the world with my eyes and explore it with my wings. At times I love to keep my personal space, I love being lazy sometimes...laid back for a moment .......just sit there and do nothing for a while......

And yes, this blog is my reality. Every person has so much in them but they never get a right platform to share their views. I’m contented about the fact that at least my blogs will help me capture my dreams, fears, aspirations...I mean every facet of my life. It will be a legacy that I can share with my family when I’m too old to remember anything. :D :D :D