A small thought triggers a train of thoughts….. It’s rightly said a female’s brain is full of complexities. True very true, and why not, she has so much to worry about. So many things in her head, too much to manage and create a balance among all the people she loves or cares for. For the woman of today, she has to manage a career, love, life and the most challenging part - managing people, their thoughts, pleasing everyone around… that is really a tough task. There is a thin line between good and bad thoughts. Ideally there shouldn’t be any difference as these thoughts come from our head. But there are some things we don’t want to think about ever, and we want to live some thoughts again and again.
No matter how hard you try, stupid things come back to you in life. No matter how much you want to forget certain things in life, they still haunt you. Every one commits mistakes; everyone fails at one point or the other….. But life doesn’t stop, it moves on and on. And for once when we think we have got over it, just then it comes back and makes you realize that it’s not over :( why do we have such movements…. Why can’t the past decently burry itself, why does it have to come back and bite you there, where it hurts the most…..
I know life’s not fair, it never was. When we have everything, when we are happy, focused and when we have made up my mind and we know what we want……… why do decisions still flicker? Why do we need to think again? Why do we always weigh the right and wrong of things? Why do we have conflicting thoughts? Why do we at times fight with our own thoughts…… why can’t we decide or be firm on certain things when we know exactly what we want?
What does it mean – “I have everything but I’m not happy?” Is there something like that. Are people really happy when they say so or when they look happy? I’m not sure……………even if your future looks bright…certain things might surprise, shock, stun or sadden you. You may want to go back in time and change what you did? But why, you wanted all that…. Why are we so confused? Why do we want something so badly and then decide otherwise? Why does it happen? What are we thinking or why do we think so much? Why do we keep cribbing/ whining? Why can’t we be happy with what we have? Why don’t we feel good about simple things in life? Why do we unnecessarily complicate things in our life? I guess it has become a way of life….. nobody wants to take a chance, I mean why take a chance… everyone wants to be sure…..sure of what they have…..and they keep planning and planning…….but how much can you plan? Is everything in our hands? No…..we don’t live in a no man’s land.
Hey, don’t get upset after reading the blog. I know most of you have these thoughts every day. I’m just trying to clear out some thoughts in my head as Joe’s says “I’m organizing my thoughts.” :)
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I can estimate the rate of flow of thoughts in your head while you were writing this blog... :)
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